Why I No Longer Want To Be Gay

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I no longer want to be gay. I know that on the surface this statement reeks of the denial, self-loathing and internalized homophobia commonly associated with accepting and integrating ones gayness but truth is, I just don’t want to be gay anymore. It has outlived its usefulness. I have experienced all aspects of the life and can safely say that it no longer speaks to the person that I am or want to become. I didn’t always feel this way.

Initially I came to this community searching for love, intimacy and brotherhood. In return, I got shade, infidelity, loneliness and disunity. The self-loathing in this community forces you to encounter a series of broken men who are self-destructive, hurtful, cruel and vindictive towards one another. I have struggled to adapt my moral code to fit the behaviors concomitant with the lifestyle but it seems that the…

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American Horror Story Freakshow

The next bone chilling season on of american horror story is being aired thursday the 9th of October. This seasons main theme is freaks and everything freaky based within a circus thats been threatened to be shut down, Jessica Lange’s character Elsa Mars brings in a conjoined twin Sarah Pulson’s character Bette and Dot (Yes she plays both the CGI is amazing) as an attempt to bring the circus back into business. The protagonists of this season is twisty the clown played by John Carol Lynch according to Ryan Murphy is going to be the most terrifying clown you’ve ever come across. We have the regulars coming back as well with some new faces such as Even Peters as the crab handed man, Kathy Bates as the bearded woman and even for the first time Pepper from season 2 makes a reappearance this is the first time in AHS history where a character has appeared twice. Enjoy the new season of American horror story this thursday of FX.